Kitchen
Kitchen
I've renovated about 20 homes in Baltimore. All with custom kitchens. I've lived in three of my own homes. Living in your own work is tough, especially when you have a direct hand in all of it. You know where all the mistakes are. Things other people will never see you can list a mile long. It's tough, so you have to learn to block things out to enjoy them. My first home had a small but very efficient kitchen. The other two had quite nice kitchens. Not huge but very nice. They were all I needed to be content and happy in this lifetime.
Unfortunately I was never able to enjoy the second two (shown above).
I moved into the first one above around 2004 with a problematic court case that should have been a no brainer snagging things up. A corrupt judge and Attorney played nasty games. Then came the banking squeeze in 2006. Working 80 hour weeks to get out before the avalanche. My body was filled with lactic acid from my head to my toes. Because I worked with my hands and body for a living during the day while trying to figure out who or what was rocking a "free market" system in such an unstable way. The only few persons who consistently kept showing up on top was #WarrenBuffet and #BillGates. It wasn't so hard to see at all. They were competing with me. But why little old me and of course, it wasn't "me" they were competing with. It was the "collective me" of small business people surely.
I now live in a 900 sf apartment with a kitchen that was created out of laundry room. The location is great and the landlords are nice. The real question you should ask is why has a person with my skills lived in a tiny apartment with a make shift kitchen for 8 years?
Was it so I could work through 20 surgeries? Was it so I could work through autoimmune issues, leaky gut and allopecia? Was it so I could watch corrupt hosptal systems, imaging centers, insurance companies and work comp insurance companies try to bury my tribe one of 10 different ways? Was that on my Karmic Contract this time around?
Everyday I get up and walk around my apartment and every day I go into my kitchen, I'm reminded of the notFree Banking System and the fully Fascist Commercial Empire that has been controlled by none other than Herr Buffett.
You/he wielded your sword around this Country like a weapon against small business people like me.
200 years ago when you were picking corn I was telling others we needed to be mindful of banking and corporations. Are you saying it was I who enslaved you? Did I hunt you down and put you in slavery? Did I treat you poorly in this life or 200 years ago?
I spent a lifetime after that becoming a Spiritual Teacher. I also died in Vietnam. Did you make money on that War too?
What did you do between then and now? Where did you Learn how to walk all over others for fame and fortune while playing the "Gilligan" of our financial world?
I dreamed of a life on the Italian Coast after my short bit of work was done this round. And where am I? Stairing at Old Screens Painted with Italian Coast scenes in my 8x10 kitchen.
Only a few decades behind because some bankers backed by you started playing with Small Business people like me because all you wanted was "employees"?! Really? That sounds like slavery to me my friend. But this time you were the slave hunter too...
Everyday I get to practice patience and self discipline. I live in my lessons and try to maintain balance while manage my core temperature.
#BankOfAmericaEmployees #BankOfAmericaBoardMembers #BankOfAmericaInvestors #WarrenBuffett#WarrenBuffett << tell me what you know about me and all the others you walked all over during your reign as the Corporate King?
Tell me about how I have it better than my brethren did 40 or 80 or 200 years ago.
Tell me about the corn you used to pick and and who you picked it with. Tell me if picking corn back then should translate into what you've done in this lifetime.
Do tell...
Tell me why I should be glad you were given an arena to play top dog while ignoring all who played a part for you and "Bill Gates" to play top dogs?
How many people are homeless because of you today, Warren? Count them. Every one of them.
How many took their own lives because of your system of "Business Management". Count them. Every one of them.
How many dreams did you crush?
If we penalized you 1 lifetime for each you destroyed, would you still want to play the reincarnation game? I'd say we could speed it up for you if we demoted you to a goat. That was always the way in the past, but check this out. We are going Vegan here now. So not even the goats will be dying fast enough for you to work through those lives. How would you like to repay all you've walked all over? You decide.
You might say "Well, if it wasn't me it would have been someone else". To that I'd say "right now you should be wishing you stepped aside and allowed it to e someone else?" I'd rather be them than you right now, how about you? Furthermore, I'm not sure it would have been someone else, as not all things are set in destiny quite like that. Someone played with the timelines. I know that because i've seen gatherings and parties that were supposed to have a reason and the only thing missing was the reason. Between you and Gates, you all know who messed with the timelines and how. You're too rich not to know. Now I want you to tell them who was messing with the timelines and how that was done.